wow. blog's been dry through november! work and the up-coming move preoccupying my brain... but here comes a long-winded ramble.
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i've long admired paint-by-number (PBN) paintings and have amassed a large collection of them (thrift-store bought, NOT painted by me). obviously they have a certain 2nd-hand/kitsch element that jives with my general aesthetic but i also really love the intricately combined areas of unblended colour. such nice shapes, such nice colour-schemes.
i've always imagined the paintings' painters toiling away and usually feel a little sad for them; adults colouring within the lines for endless hours instead of creating their own unique images, always - in my mind - banished to a cold corner of the basement whilst the more social family-members congregate upstairs.
but i'm not so sure about that impression anymore...
i've noticed, in collecting these things, that not all PBNs are created (or re-created) equally. i have a strong preference for specific colour-schemes and themes (mainly horses - which, in real life, i have no strong affection for) and even "style" (maybe "proficiency" is the better word - i usually only buy the works of superior craftspeople). in these choices, colour and theme, i guess i am sharing an aesthetic with the painter - presumably, they based their choice on similar criteria. (already they are becoming more "real" to me...)
today i attempted some PBNing and realized just how skilled some of those painters were and that i am truly the proud owner of some very fine pieces - masterpieces of the genre probably (oh how i wish they were signed)!
about a year ago i found a 2nd-hand, unpainted PBN. the paint pots were all dried out but i displayed the outline-y goodness in the house. recently, i decided i would "re-mix" it into a little typographic project (i will post it when it's finished) . today i started that project...
let me tell you, this shit is NOT for the faint-of-heart or impatient person (um - i'm both!).
what i post below here is 40 minutes of work and it looks horrible!! this project, i now realize, is not something i can crank out in a day and throw on the wall. it's gonna take a while and i'll have to limit myself to short work-sessions so i don't go batty! i'm not used to obeying lines that hold colour in one spot!

anyway, back to the PBNers and my changing impressions of them...
i realize now what strong technical skills they must have had to pull these things off so well: brush control, colour-mixing, project management, and the patience of a saint to boot! they had the skills to make quality "original" artwork so why did they choose to spend so many hours at PBNs?
i assume once you get used to doing them it gets less frustrating (it must or you wouldn't be able to do the huge ones) ... and that leads me to the conclusion that these very skilled people maybe used this hobby for relaxation. it was maybe even some form of meditation! i can't picture anyone of my T.V./internet generation having the attention-span to finish one of the big paintings i own! they must have found the process satisfying and felt proud when they finished them (i guess that's why they framed them)...
i've always treasured these pictures because of their looks but now i also appreciate them as receptacles of someone's effort, joy, dedication, and perseverance.
below are some of my larger PBNs.
i have seen another one of these "last suppers" in another thrift store and mine is far superior (though i still wish i had bought the other one - just for comparison). this is about 1 foot x 2.5 feet.

these two are both roughly 2 x 2.25 feet.
the ship is heavily varnished unfortunately.
the clouds are usually my favourite parts in any PBN. these both have great clouds.

(sorry about the flash in my photos - i don't have a great camera and i'm not a great photographer... this is not likely to change)